It’s pouring with rain outside today and it would be easy to get back into bed and pull the duvet over my head and sleep but I feel uncharacteristically energised. I have a manically busy weekend ahead filled with work, rehearsals, friends and fun and I’m really looking forward to it – even the work bits. It would be easy to bemoan my lot in life when it comes to finances and the stupid amount of hours that I seem to be putting in these days across three jobs (George hasn’t turned up yet bearing a large bank balance!) and I am seriously tired by the end of the week. But I feel very positive about things, the karma seems good despite the events of midweek and I am optimistic.
My year long horoscope told me to ‘rediscover my inner goat’ and I think that that is what is happening. I have some fantastic friends who make me feel wanted, appreciated, who give me the feeling that I belong and that I am included.I have my family who are always there for me no matter what. I am realising that in my own life, the glass is more than half full and that there is light at the end of what has been a very long and hard tunnel. There have been some casualties along the way. Unfortunately that is inevitable, but these have served as lessons learned and situations not to be repeated.
So it may be raining outside but there is sun coming through the clouds, the outlook is positive and I am living for the day no matter what that might bring. I wonder if George knows where the Folly is….?